Weekend Update

Yesterday I had the flu. It was awful. I can't thank myself enough for getting sick on the weekend though, when The Bear is home from work to help me out. I threw up on the side of the road because I thought I was better when I really wasn't. Thankfully it only lasted 24 hours.

Tonight Mr. Bear and I sat outside under the stars. We talked and watched old videos of Baby Bear on his Iphone. I admit I cried, I just miss my little itsy baby so much (but I love my big independent baby too). Little babies make me cry a lot. My friend has the sweetest little baby girl and I just well up with tears when I see her pictures too. Sometimes I see little babies in public places and I stare a lot and make weird "awww cute" holding back tears at the sweetness, mama faces at them. I can't help myself. Maybe it's a lack of sleep, maybe I just haven't been snuggling enough with my sweet girl since she's been sleeping all night in her own bed. Maybe the milk in my chest pushes tears out of my eyes involuntarily. Who knows.

Speaking of tears. I just bought a swimming suit. In 4-7 days I'm really going to have something to cry about. At least I got a bottom with a tummy control option. That's a good thing right? RIGHT??? Ok, how about this. At least I got 10 bucks off plus free shipping. My advice to free stuff while online shopping is to Google search "company name" coupon codes. Works almost every time.

To end I have to share some sweet pics of Baby Bear. Mr. Bear's brother and I put our heads together and did this photo shoot in his living room. I love them but everyone keeps saying the balloons makes it look like a birthday shoot. Haters. Thanks B for spending so much time on this for me. M&m love you lots.